Tuesday, March 24, 2009

I have sinned =[

Today I did something bad, i feel ashamed. I ate MEAT! I gave up meat for lent! How did this happen?? I DONT KNOW.
So today my friend and i meet up at in n out, i already ate so i only got some fries, so i wasnt craving meat, but some strange reason i was craving boba. So after in n out we went to this boba place and i got my milk tea, and my friend was still hungry so i suggested the popcorn chicken. The Popcorn chicken took awhile to be ready, so as we were waiting he was telling about how his ex gf got pregnant, and how an old hs friend that he hasnt seen for 3 years asked him to be his best man, intense right?!

i was really into the conversation asking bunch of questions, next thing you know the popcorn chicken is placed in the middle. Unknowingly i began eating the popcorn chicken (i think i had 4). I was just really into the conversation that i completely forgot that the popcorn chicken had meat. Even after we left the boba place it still didnt hit me that i ate meat.

On the way back my friend had to remind me that i ate chicken, automatically i felt bad, i was mad at myself for allowing this to happen, i was being so careful, damn you deep fried food. I know if the chicken was not deep fried i would not have touched it. Deep fried foods are EVIL. The whole time my friend thought that I knew i was eating chicken, i didnt!! =[.

Since i got back home, i have prayed and i will be sleeping with a cross tonight, i still feel bad i broke lent, i was so close i only had 2 and half weeks left. So i think from now on ill try my best not to eat anything that's deep fried. I will still continue being vegetarian, and i will be more careful from my mistakes.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

update

Its hard to write on this blog, but in the past month a lot has happen

-3 midterms, i did good on two of them and meh on one

-Lent- im a vegetarian for lent, no meat, 

-Wrting about myself especially in essay format sucks, i had the hardest time writing about it for summer internship program. I dont like writing about myself, i dont like to open up.

-i need to begin going to the gym, i ran to indian rock on wednesday but i was dying in pain the next few, my hamstrings are sore!!

-ill update later must begin studying now